Hey look! AF came to me on AF Day! The irony is not lost on me.
I'm disappointed, angry & depressed. In lieu of a "real" update I will post this thingie I stole from someone else & filled out. I talk about being smart, which will sound pompous, but so be it. I'm tired of dumbing myself down for others.
I AM: Impatient. Creative. Messy.
I SAID: I didn't want to work at ______ and now I am. I am a sellout & I am ashamed of myself.
I WANT: More than I should ask for, which is everything I'll never have.
I WISH: answers came in neat little packages and dreams were easily realized.
I HATE: clowns. Storms. Self-righteous people. Adult bullies.
I MISS: my grandma. Oh God my heart aches for her.
I FEAR: judgement. Pain. Being alone.
I HEAR: thunder. Fan. Steve breathing.
I WONDER: if I'll ever do something that makes me truly happy.
I REGRET: not getting my teeth straightened. Gaining a ton of weight. Staying in Michigan.
I AM NOT: aloof. Empty-headed. Mean.
I DANCE: When I do the dishes.
I SING: as often as humanly possible. It is my life's one true joy.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: selfless, but I try.
I MADE: a dozen terrible decisions. Also, beautiful music.
I WRITE: crappy lyrics. Notes to myself (I'm very forgetful)
I CONFUSE: everyone, because I talk like an intelligent person & nobody gets my humor.
I NEED: to be better. Feel better, live better, DO BETTER.
I SHOULD: count my blessings. Floss more often. Learn to organize.
I START: lots of projects
I FINISH: very few projects
I BELIEVE: the world has more to offer me if I learned to step outside my comfort zone.
I KNOW: I will survive
I CAN: sing. Sing your ass off.
I CANT: do anything right (so it seems)
I SEE: a fading vision of who I used to be. A terrible reflection in the mirrors.
I BLOG: Personal struggles & sell my artwork (infertilitycloset.blogspot.com & tinygiraffestudio.blogspot.com)
I READ: Diana Gabaldon, Janet Evanovich & Wikipedia.
I AM AROUSED BY: Almost any portrayer of Superman. Comics.
IT PISSES ME OFF: when people make fun of me for being smarter than them. Why is it so bad to be smart instead of vapid & meat-headed???
I FIND: my keys in the door of my house *facepalm*
I LIKE: everything bad for me.
I LOVE: my cat. Sometimes I think he's the only one that GETS me.